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Oblivion Nov. 14th, 2006 @ 06:50 am
Life? Hell..... what is it? What is even hell? we don't know... were too curious to find out so we imagine the likes of its being. Life tho? meh.... too many cant explain... books of some prophecy or some god? just words from another ones mouth? how can u believe so? Were humans... we lie, its been centuries since this Christ thing.... give it up already..... Me? I don't really know who I am... I am no immense tragedy, nor a Person of this USA or world.... I think beyond the boundaries... of life.. humanity, how this world ... just dies.... Ya know there is a symbolism.... from that Episode series that I watch... Ya thats the one "Eureka Seven". How I feel through the whole series.. the Japanese have encrypted my kind of message.. complex with simplicity. No one really cares to look for it, we just watch what the characters do, not what they mean. Me? Damn where do i start? I cant explain what they show.... I've never been able to explain things well. But overall... We kill... we live.... we kill some more... where the hell is the peace? So many gods to look to? Now where's the peace between each religion? none.. Meh why don't i just give up already.... I mean ive got a good job... a crap car... crap house i live in.... im someone im not... Dammit.... i just like to be left alone i guess. I need to go bye bye in some ship i build or that or other. launch myself accidentally and burn in the ozone layer WAHOO? Meh... if i wanted to i could but id need help. I'm sick.... in a way unprecedented to the human form. If i knew what the hell i was i would go be myself right now. but i never can be myself... Take in case from the Neon Genesis Evangelion... The very last episode "Take Care Of Yourself" then slap on the affect of being alone... ya in a mathematical term it ends up as x/y= Undefined. I am undefined within myself... Crap.... Dammit.... i want to find me but i never can... The people around me are to Up and up.. they don't relax except for those who have Diseased there body with Drugs... i was on prescription drugs but i took myself off them, for my own reason of because i am more pressed to smack someone up side there head when im on the drug. I took myself off for that reason. Has anyone thought that Prescription don't only change you... they harm you in ways not really noticeable. I don't like it... it harms us. But any who... who's smart enough at my age to realize that? Oh you say you know that? How? how does it change you? Chemicals? tell me how and what chemicals do? Oh wait didnt you get that from someone elses statement? Do you actually believe them? do you even Know them? How did they obtain the knowledge? Did they Figure it out themselves? NO! Jeez sorry but i had to get that out.... People Your dead by breathing... Dead by the things you do... wake up ... dont smell the coffee.... nor cappachino or Energy drinks. Just live without those needs. Find something else besides the fact of produced goods around you.



Damn i got off topic but anywho.... Find me, whoever the hell you are... just .... dammit explain to me why the hell i know these many things with using it as of Common sense and why others do not know it...... FUCKING TELL ME!

*sigh* thats all ........


I guesss this is where most of my sadness comes from.....
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Current Mood: exhausted

The Words..... Jun. 8th, 2006 @ 11:54 am
Achievement – You can do anything you set your mind to when you have a vision, determination and endless supply of expendable labor

Adversity – That which does not kill me postpones the inevitable

Ambition – The journey of a thousand miles sometimes ends very, very badly

Apathy – If we don’t take care of the customer, maybe they’ll stop bugging us

Arrogance – the best leaders inspire by example, when that’s not an option, Brute intimidation works pretty well too.

Change – It’s a short trip from riding the waves of change to being torn apart by the jaws of defeat

Cluelessness – There are no stupid questions, but there are a lot of inquisitive idiots

Defeat – For every winner, there are dozens of losses. Odds are you’re one of them

Demotivaion – Sometimes the best solution to moral problems is just to fire all of the unhappy people

Despair – It’s always darkest before it goes pitch black

Delusions – There is no greater joy than soaring high on the wings of your dreams, except maybe the joy of watching a dreamer who has nowhere to land but in the ocean of reality

Discovery – A company that will go to the ends of the earth for its people will find it can hire them for about 10% of the cost of Americans

Doubt – In the battle between, you and the world, But on the world

Dreams – Dreams are like rainbows, only idiots case them

Elitism – It’s lonely at the top. But it’s comforting to look down upon everyone at the bottom

Failure – When your best just isn’t good enough

Fear – Until you have the courage to lose sight of the shore, you will not know the terror of being forever lost at sea.

Flattery – If you want to get the top, prepare to kiss a lot of the bottom

Futility – You always miss 100% of the shots you don’t take, and, statistically speaking 99% of the shots you do

Goals – It’s best to avoid standing directly between a competitive jerk and his goals

Ideology – Never underestimate the power of stupid people in large groups.

Ignorance – It’s amazing how much easier it is for a team to work together when no one has any idea where they’re going

Indifference – It takes 43 muscles to frown and 17 to smile. But it doesn’t take any to just sit there with a dumb look on your face

Individuality – Always remember you are unique. Just like everyone else.

Ineptitude – If you can’t learn to do something well, learn to enjoy doing it poorly

Insanity – It’s difficult to comprehend how insane some people can be. Especially when your insane.

Irresponsibility – Not single raindrop believes it is to blame for the flood

Laziness – success is a journey, not a destination. So stop running.

Leaders – Leaders are eagles, we don’t have either of them here

Loneliness – If you find yourself struggling with loneliness, you’re not alone. And yet you are alone, so very alone

Losing – If at first you don’t succeed, failure may be your style

Mediocrity – It takes a lot less time and most people won’t notice the difference until it’s too late

Meetings – None of us is as dumb as all of us

Mistakes – It could be that the purpose of your life is only to serve as a warning to others

Persistence –It’s over, man. Let her go

Potential – Not everyone gets to be an astronaut when they grow up

Procrastination – Hard work often pays off after time, but laziness always pays off now

Power – power corrupts. Absolute power corrupts absolutely. But it rocks absolutely too.

Problems – No matter how great and destructive you problems may seem now, remember, you’ve probably only seen the tip of them.

Regret – It hurts to admit when you make mistakes – But when they’re big enough, the pain only lasts a second

Retirement – Because you’ve given up so much of yourself the company that you don’t have anything left we can use.

Risks – If you never try anything new, you’ll miss out on many of life’s great disappointments.

Strife – As long as we have each other, we’ll never run out of problems.

Stupidity – Quitters never win, Winners never quit, but those who never win and never quit are idiots

Success – Some people dream of success, while other people live to crush those dreams

Teamwork – A few harmless flakes working together can unleash an avalanche of destruction

Underachievement – Te tallest blade of grass is the first to be cut by the lawnmower.
Humiliation – The harder you try, the dumber you look.

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